I mean no offense whatsoever to New Jersey, but--
This has been the best summer of my life. No competition.

For those who don't know,
I'm in Searcy, Arkansas. For the last 4 weeks I've been a counselor for 2 sessions of Honors Symposium. Honors Symposium is a class/camp type deal that lasts 2 weeks, and is both very fun and informative. All of the classes are built to expand one's horizons. On that front, alot of unanswered questions are buzzing in my mind, and I love it. I've learned alot about the world and me. I've also learned about who I am, and am now 100% comfortable with me. I have never been able to say that in my life. I was me, no holds barred, and made around 100 friends that I'll see in school the year after next. My fellow counselors (4 of us) also made a fantastic group. We meshed well, and were very efficient in our dealings. It also turned out that we were SATB, which was also very fun on occasion. Also, did I mention I got paid to do all this?

Before Honors Symposium, my summer was very relaxed. I caught up on heroes (starting from season 1), ran a little bit, and hung out. Very summer-ish.

After Honors Symposium (AKA Now...ish)... I'm going to see my sister in NUNSENSE. Which I've been looking forward to for forever. Rehearsals start today for Millie today too. It goes up the first week in august. I'm pretty freaking stoked. That cast makes me very happy inside. And outside. That'll keep me busy for quite some time. But after that's over, I still have a few weeks before school. What shall I do but get a head start on some research in the chemistry department? Sounds like a plan. I have a presentation that I make for the American Chemistry Society on October 21st. And that's exciting as well. Also, Scrooge the musical goes up the week after that. Ugh. My life. :-D

That's a fairly good update/projection. Also.... My birthday hasn't even happened yet. The only bad thing that's happened this summer is the fact that I'll miss my kids-- but the fact that I'm learning to miss people makes me happy. :-) And I think my being away from home for so long has made me learn to miss it as well. I like the freedom here, though. I have so much control of my life.

Peace and Blessins.

I don't care if I'm a drama queen.

I don't think I've felt worse. Ever.

Two scared little runaways
Hold fast to the break of day light where
The shadow proves the sunshine
The shadow proves the sunshine

Its kind of a depressing song, but not really. Its saying that we can only see the darkness because we've seen light before. Its kind of like working out. The first time, you really can't tell anything is happening. When you're sore, you can gauge how much your muscle is being worked by how much it hurts.

In other words, the light exists. How much we hurt proves how much we feel. Sorry-- this entry seems depressing. Its not meant to be.
I've found someone. Someone that means alot more than should be possible. But it hurts. And I take it. Because it proves how much I feel. And its nice to know I feel :-D.

Spring break is going great. Been to memphis, baton rouge, and now Eustace, TX. If I can survive this, I can survive basically anything. Hahahaha.... Ugh

Anything else in life?... I have no clue when I'll be home. Thats about it. I'm happy :-)

The freaking livejournal friends page is now banned. Just the friends page. I might be able to click on individual names, but nothing else right now. So only by facebook, and commenting my lj, will you be able to comment me.

That is all.

1.)Anchorman
2.)How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
3.)Iron Man
4.)Transformers
5.)The Patriot

Alright. We start off with the alarm. Usually an hour earlier than I NEED to be up for several reasons. 1.)I may hit the snooze 5 times before waking up, and 2.) I love breakfast. But after rolling out of my top-bunk bed in an effort to get moving, I usually mosey on over to the shower. Here I'll try to absorb as much heat as possible to make the cold trek back to my dorm room (like 10 feet...We have community showers, p.s.). Freeze, dress, contacts, meds, etc.... Maybe breakfast. Then class. Not that Atypical of a morning, but there ya go

Eh, I wanted a creative title about livejournal posting. Fail.

Got class in 20 minutes, haven't posted in a while....figured I would.
Finding a balance between class and life is interesting. And by life I mean theatre. They're synonymus. I feel productive though-- staying ahead of homework, and feeling relatively prepared for tests so far. Chem needs a little work, though. I think I'll have to stay in a little this weekend and hit the books. Other than that, the academic front as a whole is doable.

Where friends come in is where I get wierd. I'm so scared of everyone right now it's ridiculous. I almost can't even compose myself. For those that have no clue what I'm talking about...it's just drama. Drama that's very indirect. Although everything is better than fine with the one person it involved, everyone else hasn't gotten over it. Or at least that's the way it feels. Everything might be fine, for all I know. I might've lost my best friend... but there's really nothing I can do at this point. Just gotta wait it out. Nah...waiting's too passive. Just gotta pray it out. Or...just gotta Prey it out. Bwahaha....ugh.

So that's where I am. Eating has become kind of a convenience, in that it only happens when it's convenient. Sleeping has become...well. Basically I've come to terms with the fact that I'll be tired all the time no matter what :-D Hahaha. But I've gotta say that life is good. I miss home. I might be back...for a couple weeks a the end of may to middle of June. That's about it. But just know that I'm doing good out here.

"...Little bit of love..."

1. What was the highlight of your week?
Not having Physics lab!

2. Whose car were you in last?
Amber's

3. When is the next time you will kiss someone?
I haven't planned that far ahead

4.What color shirt are you wearing?
White and Blue

5. How long is your hair?
Medium-short

6. Are you good looking?
I don't think I'm attractive. I don't have to, though

7.Last movie you watched?
The Newsies

8. Who were you with?
The gang

9. Last thing you ate?
Chocolate Waffle in the caf FTW

10. Last thing you drank?
Milk

11. When was the last time you had your heart broken?
2 years ago

12. Who came over last?
To my dorm? Oliver, probs

13. Are you happy right now?
Yes, yes I am.

14. What did you say last?
"What did you just say last?"

15. Where is your phone?
In mah pocket

16. What color are your eyes?
Blu

17. Are you left-handed?
Nope. My brain is fully functional. Ha!

18. Spell your name without vowels:
Stphn Mchl Pl McBrd. That was fun

19. Do you have any pets?
At home, Ace and Sunny (Dog and Cat)
Here....Lady Naw Naw

20. Favorite Vacation?
Senior Trip to D-World

21. What do you dislike currently?
Being Hungwy

22. What are you listening to?
Mika

23. If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
Time

24. What is your favorite scent?
Vanilla

25. Who makes you happiest?
Marie

26. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Poker with Nate and Colt

7. When is your birthday?
July 25th

28. Who has the same phone as you?
Thousands of people

29. Last time you went swimming in a pool?
Summer? Ish?

30. Do you read your horoscope?
For fun, if it's right in front of me

31. Where was the last place you bought something?
Coffee this morning. Student Center

32. How do you feel about your hair right now?
Good.

33. Do you bite your nails?
I dabble

34. Do you have any expensive jewelery?
Thats a negative

35. Do you have any expensive jewelery?
Repetition Fail.

36. Myspace or facebook?
Facebook. Myspace is banned here.

37. How fast have you driven a car?
Probably around 80

38. Have you ever smoked?
Yep. Not what you think

39. What was or is your favorite subject in school?
Physics

40.Do you have Verizon?
Yeppers

41. What type of boy or girl do you usually fall for?
Interestingly enough, there is no pattern.

42. Do you have any hidden talents?
Whistling

43. Favorite Song?
Right now, probably In Whatever Time We Have

44. Do you like to sing at all?
Nope.

45. Dream Job?
RA

46. Where does most of your family live?
Immediate family mostly lives in jersey

47.Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
1 younger sister, 1 older sister, 3 older brothers

48. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Nevah

49. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
Slee...

50. Do you drink?
Water.

51. Know any other languages?
I speak fluent sarcasm. Just Kidding.

52. Ever write a coded message?
14,15.

53. Have you ever been IN a wedding?
Nope, only At

54.Do you have any children?
Nope

55. Did you take a nap today?
My sleep last night was nap-sized

56. Who has the same birthday as you?
The guy that took my blood at the blood drive...My Algebra II teacher

57. Ever met anyone famous before?
Probably not

58. Do you want to be famous one day?
It's on my list of things to do

59. Any Pet Peeves?
Stupid

60. Are you multitasking right now?
Nope

61. Do you like Britany Spears?
Oooh baby, baby.

62. What is your least favorite chore?
Making my bed.

63. Last place you drove your car?
My car?

64. Ever been out of the country?
Not Yet

65. Where were you born?
Jersey

66. Could you handle being in the military?
Mmhmm

67. What is your average cell phone bill?
No clue

68. Who are you thinking about right now?
Tiord.

69. When was the last time you laughed REALLY hard?
Watching the play my sister directed

70. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
maybe 4

71. Are your toes always painted?
No. lol

72. How many piercings do you have?
Never

73. What are you doing today?
A couple things

74. Have you ever been gambling?
Only casually

75. When is the last time you updated your page?
Iunno

76. Do you like rollercoasters?
Yessir

77. Have you ever been to disneyland or world?
World once

78. Do you have a favorite cartoon character?
Aladdin. easily

79. Last thing you cooked?
ramen

80. How's the weather?
Spectacular

81. Do you e-mail?
Mmhmm

82. What's the stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone?
What?

83. Last time you were sick?
Its a chronic thing

84. What states have you lived in?
NJ, WI, AR...

85. Do you wish you could move?
Naw

87. What is your dream car?
A car.

88. Have you ever wanted someone you cant have?
Fa sho

89. If you could be anywhere right now where would it be?
Dream Land

90. Are you happy with your life?
Incredibly

+

Is your best frien​d a virgi​n still​?​
Good question

How'​s your heart​ latel​y?​
Could be better. (Need to run)

Who was the last perso​n you had a deep conve​rsati​on with?​
Ashley

Are you sarca​stic?​
That is not to be dignified with a response

Are you shy?
More than some people know

Are you talka​tive?​
When I get worked up

What are you looki​ng forwa​rd to?
Opening night

Lates​t you staye​d up in the past week?​
4:30

Are you liste​ning to music​ right​ now?
Indeed

Are you curre​ntly wanti​ng any pierc​ings or tatto​os?​
Never. lol

How long can you go witho​ut your phone​?​
Probably a while, I'd just hate it

Who last calle​d you babe or baby?​
Not sure. Cara?

Do you swear​ in front​ of your paren​ts?​
Sometimes

What would​ you do if your best frien​d told you they were movin​g?​
I'd laugh

Your enemy​ is at your doors​tep beggi​ng for forgi​venes​s,​ what would​ you do?
Make a sarcastic remark, then forgive

What pisse​d you off yeste​rday?​
Just the ins and outs of frustration

What are you suppo​sed to be doing​ right​ now?
Getting ready for Hospice training

When was the last time you felt unbea​rably​ guilt​y?​
3.5 years ago

Have you ever kisse​d anyon​e who'​s name start​ed with a K?
Nope

Do you prefe​r warm or cold weath​er?​
Hot.

What do you curre​ntly hear right​ now?
Mika

How old do you think​ you will be when you final​ly have kids?​
30ish

Have you ever kisse​d in the rain?​
Mmhmm

Have you ever falle​n aslee​p in someo​nes arms?​
Yeah...praying I wouldn't snore

Do you know anyon​e who is pregn​ant?​
Yup

Do you still​ talk to the perso​n you last kisse​d?​
Mmhmm

Does anyon​e hate you?
Probably

What would​ happe​n if you had a baby with the last perso​n you kisse​d?​
Life would be SO interesting. Not.

Is your hair curly​ or strai​ght?​
Curly

Has anyon​e ever calle​d you "​scrum​ptiou​s"​ befor​e?​
I wish :-P

Have you ever chang​ed cloth​es in a vehic​le?​
Mmhmm

Are you happy​ with life right​ now?
Haha. I said yes

Are you curre​ntly jealo​us?​
Sometimes. Not at this instant

What jewel​ry are you curre​ntly weari​ng?​
Nada

Have you ever had your heart​ broke​n?​
Again, yes

Have you ever broke​n someo​ne'​s heart​?​
Probably

Do you have any weird​ insid​e jokes​?​
Are there any other kind?

Do you find tatto​os attra​ctive​ in the oppos​ite sex?
Eh...depends

Do you miss someo​ne?​
Home

Has someo​ne ever told you that they would​ be with you forev​er?​
Yeah

Have you ever dated​ someo​ne longe​r than a year?​
Can't say that I have

Will you cry at your weddi​ng?​​​
Nah

Are you named​ after​ one of your paren​ts or grand​paren​ts?​​​
Nah. Just 2 uncles and a friend of the family

Are you weari​ng any cloth​es that don’t​ belon​g to you?
Nope

What was the last thing​ you sang?​
Probably Mama Mia

Where​ are you right​ now?
Dorm

What is your curre​nt annoy​ance?​​​
Sleepiness

What are you doing​ besid​es this surve​y?​​​
Waking up

Are you keepi​ng a secre​t right​ now?
Aren't we all?

What are your plans​ for the weeke​nd?​​​
Lots of stuff...but I should probably study

Are you a bad influ​ence?​​​
To some

Have you ever had a serio​us conve​rsati​on with your dad?
I can't remember one specifically, but I'm sure I have

What are you doing​ tomor​row?​​​
Church, 2X Rehearsal, Lab report...etc

Do you think​/​​​know anyon​e has feeli​ngs for you?
Yep

Do you have a lot on your mind at the momen​t?​
Mmhmm

Who was the first​ perso​n you talke​d to today​?​​​
Talked to? Nobody. Texted? Ashley

Last beverage: Coffee

Last phone call: Tessa

Last instant message: Does Facebook chat count? If so, "I'm really enjoying it" ....hahaha

Last song you listened to: Thank you very much (Scrooge)

Last time you cried: Probably pledge week. lol

HAVE YOU EVER:

Dated someone twice: Yeppers

Been cheated on: No, actually.

Kissed someone & regretted it: Mmhmm

Lost someone special: Not really in the "Death" sense

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:

Fallen out of love: Nope

Laughed until you cried: No

Met someone who changed your life: Maybe. Who knows?

Found out someone was talking about you: Yeah, actually. It was good, I think

Have you kissed anyone on your Top Friends: On what? Don't have it on facebook, and I havent been on Myspace in forever

How many people on your Top Friends do you know in real life: All of them

How many kids do you want to have? No clue :-/

Do you want to change your name? Michael Paul!!! Just kidding...

What time did you wake up today? 7:30. Ugh.

What were you doing at midnight last night? Showering

Name something you CANNOT wait for: A chance to sleep?

Last time you saw your father? January 10th

What's one thing you wish you could change?: Nothing in particular

Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? Yes. I doubt there is anyone who hasn't

What's getting on your nerves right now? homework

What's your real name? Stephen

Relationship Status: Single

Zodiac sign: Leo

Elementary/primary School: Holly Glen Elementary :-D (Rocky Branch Elementary)

Middle School: Williamstown Middle School

High School: Williamstown High School

Hair color: brown

Long or short hair: Short as of recently

Are you a health freak: Too sick to be considered a health freak :-P

Righty or lefty: Righty-o

FIRSTS:

First surgery: Adnoidectomy. Lame.

First piercing: N/A

First best friend: I dunno...too young to remember

First sport you joined: Baseball? Fail.

First pet: Kitty

First vacation: Senior Trip

First crush: Cara Bender. 1st grade. I think my sister was an influence on this one. Hahaha

CURRENTLY:

Eating: Nope

Drinking: Just got done some cawfee

Waiting: for rehearsal at 10

YOUR FUTURE:

Want kids? Most Likely

Want to get married? Yeah

Careers in mind? Alot of stuff

HAVE YOU EVER:

Kissed a stranger: Nope

Drank hard liquor: Hahahaha. No.

Lost glasses/contacts: Both. :-(

Ran away from home: Not on purpose :-D

Broken someone's heart: yeah

Been arrested: Nil

Turned someone down: Mmhmm

Cried when someone died: Nah

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

Yourself: Depends

Miracles: ...Also depends

Love at first sight: Yes, I'm certain it happens all the time

Heaven: Yep yep yep

Santa Claus: Noooo

Kiss on the first date: Do I believe in them? No, they don't exist!!!

Angels: yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

Is there one person you want to be with right now? Not particularly

Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at a time? Nope

Do you believe in God? Yes indeedio

Do you like Star Wars? Why yes I do

Brad Renfro, Louise Brown, Matt LeBlanc, Walter Payton, Barbara Harris,Estelle Getty, Walter Brennan, and Maxfield Parrish.

Also, Anna Harrison, Todd Armstrong, Billy Wagner, and alot of random names that I don't think deserve to be celebrities. Oh well...

What did you reali​ze today​?
Gotta buckle down

Held hands​ with anyon​e today​?​
Only person I've seen is my roommate. (That's a no)

What will you be doing​ tomor​row?​
Finishing a paper, taking a final, studying for next final

When was the last time you cried​?​
Haha. I teared up in frustration yesterday, but that doesnt count. No clue

Who is the last perso​n to send you a text?​
Amber

Do you have a tan?
Ha.

Day been rough​?​
The worst is probably over. Probably.

Last song liste​ned to?
Probably The River Won't Flow

Are you jealo​us of anyon​e right​ now?
Always. Oh well :-P

Do you love someo​ne?​
Sure. I love loving people. Probably not the way this question intended, but whatevs

What is the last movie​ you watch​ed?​
Four Christmases?

Missi​ng someo​ne?​
Eh, I guess.

Who did you last say I love you to?
My mom

When was the last time you wante​d to punch​ someo​ne in their​ face?​
Probably yesterday. Haha

Do you have frien​ds you can tell stuff​ to and you'​re sure they won't tell?​
Eh, about certain things

How many hours​ did you sleep​ last night​?
Like 5ish

Do you miss your past?​
No way

What are you doing​ tonig​ht?​
Barbeque, cast party, concert, study

Belie​ve ex's can be frien​ds?​
Yeah, sure. It happens

Is there​ someo​ne you want,​ but can't have?
Eh, Not especially

What is the last thing​ you did befor​e you went to bed last night​?​
Made sure my alarm was set. Alot of good it did me.

Last perso​n to worry​ about​ you?
Who knows?

Are you a morni​ng perso​n or a night​ perso​n?​
Its already morning when I realize I'm a night person... does that count?

When was the last time you were on an airpl​ane?​
Going to arkansas

What can'​t you wait for?
Home!

Have you ever done somet​hing dumb?​
Of course.

Do you get jealo​us easil​y?​
Yeah. Oh well, not one of my most attractive qualities

Have you hugge​d someo​ne withi​n the last week?​
Hahahaha. Is that a serious question?

Do you have tan lines​?​
Still got some from Senior trip

When was the last time you were told you were beaut​iful?​
No clue. Someone probably said it jokingly. Since I'm a man.

Is your phone​ close​ to you?
Sitting on it

Bet you'​re missi​ng someo​ne now?
Bet on it. (hahahaha)

Do you get along​ with girls​?​
Not whatsoever

Have you ever thoug​ht about​ getti​ng your nose pierc​ed?​
Nah, no piercings for me

Rent a movie​ or go to movie​s?​
go to the movies, if the funds are sufficient

Are you happy​ with life?​
Relatively

What were you doing​ this morni​ng at 7am?
Snoring, most likely

What are you liste​ning to?
Songs for a new world. Probably not for long

Where​ was your defau​lt pictu​re taken​?​
Myspace- Winterfest, Facebook- Last Christmas, Livejournal- Long long time ago.

What were you doing​ at 1 AM this morni​ng?​
Hanging out in Nate's room

Where​ were you Frida​y night​?​
Zeta Rho function

Do you wear the seatb​elt in the car?
Mostly

Who did you last talk to on the phone​?​
Kris

Where​ will you be in a hour?​
Yep.

Anyth​ing piss you off latel​y?​
Myself making stupid mistakes (Not even mistakes with consequences. Just my roommate locking the door when he shouldn't. Ugh. Probably my fault. Maybe.)

When did you first​ get Myspa​ce?​
Early in high school, maybe sophomore year?

What the Flip. I'm always sick. (Okay, not always. Just when it's most inopportune.)

One week and I'm home.

I figured I'd give a legit update, since I've only felt the need to do surveys recently. They're so addicting!

School is going great. For those that didn't know, I went to Nebraska for Thanksgiving break. I'll be home for christmas, though. And I cannot wait to see everyone. But yes. Tonight closes the one-act I'm in, The Monkey's Paw. Should give me just enough time to try and finish school work by the time it's due (Most of it being monday). And then the last week of classes, and then finals week.

See, that wasn't so hard. My roomie is moving back home after this semester, though, so I have to lug ALL of my stuff a total of about 5 meters. A TNT brother lives across the hall and down a room from me, and I'm gonna be bunking with him next semester. Next semester will be busy city. Time to buckle down, if you will. It's gotta get me at least a little ready for next year (Organic chemistry....my life).

Also, looming over the horizon is a 4-week job in the summer, and Italy the summer after that. :-D I'm excited for both.

Love life is pretty nonexistant, but I'm alright with that. I'll wait until there's someone worth it. Not a big deal. What else....?

My sister being here is probably the best thing in the world. You should all be very jealous of me.

The End :-D

OPENING NIGHT




OPENING



NIGHT


WHAT

Got most, if not all, of my christmas shopping done. I love Black friday. I think I'll do this from now on. It's fun.

What isnt so fun is leaving my phone charger at my dorm over break. Bleh.

Time to sleep. Gah.

1. The phone rings.
It might just be a text. My new phone vibrates 3 times for a text. wierd.

2. Did you go anywhere yesterday?
Classes, rehearsal

3. Who was the last person you shared a bed with?
No. Clue.

4. Favorite drink?
Water

5. Does the person you like know that you like them?
Eh, don't really specifically like anyone right now

6. Last time you talked to your mom?
a few days ago

7. Where are you right now?
dorm

8. If you HAD to kiss the last person you kissed, would you?
I guess. If I HAVE to, there isn't much of a choice, eh? :-D

9. Favorite gadget in the kitchen?
Microwave

10. Favorite pie?
Apple. Definately

11. How is your hair?
Hat-hair, curled at the end.

12. Where's the last place you walked to?
The Student Center

13. Last time you had a sleepover?
Uhhh....What? haha

14. Latest you stayed up in the past week?
3

15. What are you doing?
Typing this, debating straightening my hair tomorrow

16. Have you been in a car accident?
Not anything major

17. What is the last thing you said aloud?
Well, but its easier with a group of 8 people with you.

HAHAHA.

18. Who's the 1st person on your missed calls list?
Kristofor

19. What did the last text message you received say?
"Sweet Dreams Stephen. Ha ha you were funny tonight. Sorry we dragged you out"

-I was quite tired earlier.

20. Last time you went to church?
Sunday morn

21. Story behind your MySpace song?
No clue. Haven't seen myspace in a long while

22. What's bothering you right now?
House not being available

DESCRIBE YOUR:
23. Wallet?
BLack, plain, no money in it :-)

24. Eyes?
Dark blue? Dark blue.

25. Life?
Happens sometimes

WHAT ARE YOU:
26. Doing this weekend to come?
Going to NEBRASKA!

27. Wearing?
AE mostly everything

28. Wanting?
Alot?

29. Listening to?
Football

30. What do you smell?
Dorm. lol

31. Do you sleep naked?
Nah

32. Do you like seafood?
It's alright

33. Do you remember your dreams?
Sometimes

34. Do you consider yourself a study freak?
I'm going to have to be. Oh well.

35. Do you speak another language other than English?
A little spanish. I will speak Italian.

36. What did you do last night?
Slept a little.

37. What do you hate?
Very little

38. Orange or apple juice?
orange in the morning, apple any other time

39. Who were the last people you went out to lunch with?
Jared, Logan, Cameron, Matt Parks

40. Last thing you ate?
Pizza

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN people right now.
1. Why in God's name are you leaving?
2. You've really changed, and that upsets me.
3. I'm sorry for being me.
4. You're a really really cool person half of the time.
5. You. Are. Dumb. As. Rocks.
6. I wish we were closer.
7. I'm sorry.
8. I think you might hate me. Don't know why.
9. I don't think I've really forgiven you, when it comes down to it.
10. Try harder.

NINE things about yourself.
1. I'm inconsistent.
2. I'm not even consistent in my inconsistency
3. I'm alot less cocky than people seem to think
4. The future freaks me out
5. I regret
6. I love the sky
7. I'm waiting. Not patiently, but waiting, nonetheless
8. I'm allergic to everything
9. I love love.

EIGHT ways to win your heart.
1. Sing to me
2. Be easy to talk to?
3. Make me nervous.
4. Earn Marie's approval
5. Be a good kisser and not even know it
6. Don't expect monetary compensation for being with me. I'll try to be romantic, but seriously.
7. Don't compare me. To anyone. Ever. Good or bad.
8. The little things count.

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot.
1. The future
2. How my mother is doing.
3. Home
4. My image
5. Girls
6. Host Auditions, actually.
7. My Health

SIX things you do before you fall asleep.
1. Go to the bathroom
2. Set my alarm
3. Take contacts out.
4. Think about the day to come
5. plug my phone into its charger
6. snuggle with blankets

FIVE people who mean a lot to you at the moment.
1. Marie
2. Juli
3. Blals
4. Kristopher
5. Jess

FOUR things you really enjoy doing.
1. Performing
2. Watching House
3. Learning
4. Meeting cool people

THREE things you absolutely hate:
1. Rip-offs
2. the fact that humans need sleep
3. Stuck-up people

TWO places you want to travel to that you've never been before.
1. Ireland
2. Italy (Summer 2010 baby :-D)

ONE confession.
1. I'm pretty lonely, in most senses of the word

If the last person you kissed saw you kissing someone else right now, do you think they would be mad?
Hahahahahaha. That's a yes.

How do you know the last person you were in a car with?
Friend offering a ride to class :-D

Where were you at 10:17 pm last night?
Doing chemistry.....Bah.

Besides this, what are you doing right now?
Nothing

Will you be up before 7 am tomorrow?
No sir!

Who did you last piss off?
In my world, nobody is pissed off at me. Molly might be.

Who gave you advice recently?
My sis.

What is something you disliked about your day?
I don't even know.

Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night
No. I used to do that when my body wasn't yearning for every last minute of sleep I could get.

Someone just handed you $100,000. Now what?
I'm going to Disney world! Not really. I put alot off for Italy, even more off for Med school, and use 10,000 to just make things right in my life. Fix up the house back home, etc.

Is it easy for someone to make you smile/laugh?
Depends on the person. But I like to smile regardless.

What's been different this year?
Not being in jersey is an obvious one.

Meet anyone new this year?
Ha. Only a few people...

What was the last thing you drank?
Wooder

Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex?
Two. One I haven't talked to in a whiles.

Did you have a dream last night?
Yep. It was pretty good, too. That's all I remember

Did you get anything off your chest today?
Yes, actually.

What are you thinking about right now?
I dunno. Nothing, really.

Who would you do anything for?
Probably everybody. If they were serious in their request, or needed me to do it specifically, I'd probably do it.

Last place you hugged someone?
The front lawn

Who was the last person you talked to on the telephone?
Morgan

Is there anything stressing you out currently?
Yes.
Haha.

Do you remember what you were like a year ago?
More carefree, more naive.

Who are you missing the most right now?
Nobody.

Who was the first person you talked to today?
Dan Hardison

What are you NOT looking forward to?
Life

Do you plan on moving out of your parents house next year?
Not whatsoever

How late did you stay up last night and why?
1:30. No reason, just putting off sleep.

Is there any meaning behind your profile song?
It might be The General. If so, just because its amazing.

Can you keep a secret?
Yes Indeedio.

Do you wish on 11:11?
I hope on 11:11.

Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
Nope. Not Morgalll

Who was the last person in your bedroom?
My roommate.

Who's the most annoying person you know?
I'm not really annoyed easily.

Do you know someone with the same birthday as you?
Mr. Manzoni

If your ex called you right now, would you answer?
Yeppers

Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past month?
Its....Harding.

Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you?
Yeah. A few, apart from the friends.

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with M?
4 I think.

When was the last time you cried really, really hard?
I cried once last week, actually. But really, really hard? Last.... Marchish.

Who took your profile picture?
I....dont know..... Wierd.

What's on the schedule for tomorrow?
Buck for breakfast perhaps, a play in the P.M.

Do you want someone dead?
Never

Do you miss anyone?
Not really. I've been pretty mechanical in that sense

Do you listen to your friends' advice when they give it to you?
Sometimes. Depends on how bad I want the complete opposite.

What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Brushed my teeth with new toothpaste and a new brush. Mmmmm.

Would you rather get up earlier or sleep in?
Earlier.

Do you trust people?
No

When was the last time you had your hair cut?
2 weeks ago

Is the last person you made out with mad at you?
Nope

Will this Friday be a good one?
It's friday now. dunno.

Can you read other people's expressions?
I can read all people inside and out, without exception. :-D

When was the last time something bothered you?
Today.

Have you ever stayed in a hotel?
Several times

How did you feel when you woke up today?
Tired, and a little optomistic

How long does it take for you to fall asleep at night?
Less than a minute

What's in your pocket?
Wallet, chapstick, gum, pen, pencil, papers

Where did you buy the shirt(s) you're wearing now?
I didnt. Aha!

What are you listening to?
Songs for a New World

Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
Never

Last female you slept in the same room with?
Everyone in my 9:00 class. I was dozing a little.

Do you get along with your mom?
Yep.

How have you felt today?
Good, and depressed. Whatever.

Do you know if anyone likes you?
I do know.

* Last Cigarette: Nevah
* Last Alcoholic Drink: Nope
* Last Car Ride: Hmmm...With Kristofer to quiznos
* Last Kiss: 2 months agoish
* Last Good Cry: that I can remember, like 5 months ago
* Last Library Book checked out: Honestly I can't remember. I read at B&N too much
* Last Movie Seen in Theater: Eagle Eye
* Last Book Read: Lisey's Story
* Last Movie Rented: Maybe Transformers.
* Last Cuss Word Uttered: Maybe hell, I think.
* Last Crush: Good question. Darah? I'm over it now, though, I think.
* Last TV Show Watched: House
* Last Time Showered: This morning, circa. 10:50a.m.
* Last Shoes Worn: Old nike sneaks, or new boots for OK!
* Last CD Played: Technically, the Legally Blonde soundtrack.
* Last Item Bought: uhhh.... Quiznos 2 for one. Yes sir.
* Last Download: Graded essay. Sucks.
* Last Annoyance: Eh, people.
* Last Soda: I also can't remember that...my life's boring. hahaha
* Last Thing Written: lather.
* Last Key Used: Room key
* Last Word(s) Spoken: 'Hey' to the roomie
* Last Sleep: apprx 4:10p.m to 5:10p.m.
* Last IM: Does facebook IM count? Stephanie
* Last Weird Encounter: I thought a girl was my sister......awkwardness ensued :-P
* Last Ice Cream Eaten: Choc Chip Cookie Dough on hot apple pie :-)
* Last Time Amused: Now. Robin williams stand up on my itunes shuffle.
* Last Time Wanting To Die: Not wanting to die, per se.
* Last Time Hugged: Someone in TNT
* Last Time Scolded: Can't remember. I lead a good life.
* Last Time Resentful: Hm. about a month ago
* Last Chair Sat In: Besides this one, one in another guy's dorm
* Last Shirt Worn: something ae I'm sure
* Last Webpage Visited: facebook as well